its a blog-mess!

a mess.

so i have been trying to diet & stay on top of my weight. we have been doing insanity(the insane-stupid-ridiculous workout). i dont do it everyday-its LITERALLY impossible. maybe once i get in better shape i will succeed in doing it daily. anyways- i have failed on the "diet" part of this. we arent really on any sort of strict diet but i for sure have seen results from just eating a little better & in small portions. im fuller longer & have more energy. this week- i have been craving everything and anything you could think of. i was craving fish tacos-so we had fish tacos. while at the store for fish taco supplies-i walked by the Easter display. i was craving candy-runts & peeps in particular, so i got runts & salt water taffy instead. ridiculous.

a BIG mess.

i took a week off from the tanning bed. i was getting ashy and it was a little scary. so i decided to go back today. i went big & guess what-im paying for it. my legs and arms are lobster red. haha i look like a lobster!

a HUGE mess.

i have been looking for jobs. i found one in cody at a restaurant-it was the same week i decided to RUIN my hair & had to wait to fix it. im nervous to call and see if the positions have been filled. i found two jobs in the newspaper last night. i called on one today-go figure it was filled and i am waiting for jordan to get home to help me finish my resume to email to the second one. im discouraged & stressed about this. it really sucks. plus when i want to do something like want to buy a new shirt or dress-i feel bad. im not working so i dont feel like i should spend any sort of money. bummer.

now... off to make dinner after my nonsense blog entry... hence the mess!