a love/hate realationship with this day.

today is my mommas birthday. she is the most beautiful & awesome mom on the face of the earth. she is my best friend. my mom is a humble & caring person. she does everything for her family & always seems to put us before anything or anyone else. she always smiles and giggles and laughs. it makes me laugh. my mom is the reason i am who i am today-without her i would not be where i am or doing what i am doing. she is amazing and i love her to death. Happy Birthday momma! i have no idea what i would do without her....

today marks one year of the passing of my best friends mom. lacy loves her mom as i love mine. that is one factor in my best friends lives that is completely similar-we adore our mothers. karen had a long battle with cancer when finally the cancer won. the cancer may have taken her from this earth but it definitely did not take the memories of her. she was a beautiful woman & a great example of strength to everyone around her. i see these examples so much in lacy. lacy is a strong and independent woman with one of the best friends i could ask for-ever. jordan noticed her amazing nature at our wedding. i didnt think lacy would be able to attend my wedding considering she just had the cutest baby & was working-that being said i didnt ask her to be in my wedding party... even though she wasnt apart of it she wasnt hurt nor was she upset-instead she was helpful & seriously was my organization QUEEN at the wedding. she did everything-even without me asking & it was seriously more than i could ever ask for. jordan said-you really have great friends, normal girls would be pissed and wouldnt even go to the wedding. my friends-including loo...are the best! plus she gave me the honor of wearing her moms bracelet as my something borrowed. and though we mourn the death of karen/mom here on this earth we must remember that we will see her again. our pain is still there but hers is not. she has no pain and is again healthy. lacy i love you & though im forever away-im always here!