free wifi?! i think yes!

thank you denver. a peace of mind. so today/last night (well lets be honest since sunday) was hell and im uhhh-tempting to feel better. last night jordan and i went to his little brothers musical in cowley. someone was wearing perfume which made me feel like crap. i was super sensitive to it and my allergies attacked me making me miserable. it was about half way finished and i asked cresta (my mother-in-law) if she had a benadryl or something. (being a nurse she of course did) i took it and realized it was a little late to save the day. after the play was over i was so glad to rush out of there and head home. i have a long day ahead of me and needed some sleep. we stopped by jordans parents house to drop something off and pick some things up. we talked with his family for a few minutes and headed home. on the was home i began to feel extremely nauseous. (for the 1,000th time this week since sunday) we arrived home, i finished up the finally items that needed to be put in my bag, sat my clothes out ready to go, prayed with jordan, and off to sleep we went (i thought). it was about 10:30 and i was pretty tired. i have been feeling nauseous on and off for 5 days now and havent slept too much. so i was positive i was off to sleep. soon i heard jordan start to snore and got up to attempt to puke and feel better. i couldnt. my body insisted on being miserable. i checked my phone and it said 12:45am. (mind you billings is 2 hours away causing us to leave for my 6am flight at 3:15) i played a few games on my phone, tossed and turned, and attempted to find my ideal spot. i finally got to bed about 2. my alarm went off at 2:31 and i got up begrudgingly to get ready. i kept feeling worse...then worse... then EVEN WORSE! i procrastinated getting dressed and right as i finished getting dressed i drank a bottle of water-then out it went all over my clean shirt, newly curled hair, and freshly washed face. it SUCKED. i had to change and try to not smell like crap. we got in the car and off we went. i felt better for 5 minutes then back to crappy i went. jordan had to pull off the road twice and then stopped to get me a water & medicine. i felt so bad that first he was missing school and second that he was having to drive me 2 hours to drive home 2 hours alone. i still feel bad-he is sitting in a parking lot waiting for the mall to open to do a few things then 2 hours back and he has work. he sacrificed his whole day for me & i was sicker than a dog the last 8 hours with him. hes kind of great and im so grateful that he loves me  enough to hold my hair, stop for me, hold my hand and help me calm down, and get me to the airport on time.

i am pretty excited to be with my family again & i thought i would be ok to leave jordan but it is difficult to leave him and i already miss having him by my side. only a week though-it will fly by and ill go back to missing my family. :)