its that cant eat, cant sleep, reach for the stars, world series, kind love...

jordan and i had our final interviews for our temple recommends last night. after leaving and as we got home he looked at me and said 'we are REALLY official now'. we've got the only thing that we need to enter the temple and we're prepared for everything else. the stake president up here is awesome and told me things that everyone else could not say and also just made me feel peaceful about it. when you think the temple you think so many things including peaceful... until EVERYONE starts freaking you out. haha. i was thankful for the time he spent with me and the things he said.

the wedding is only 10 days away. i am getting so very excited know that i will spend the rest of ETERNITY with this awesome man. it becomes more and more clear to why i chose him out of all the other guys. the butterfly thing has not stopped since day one. when he looks at me, its a crazy feeling and when he tells me he loves me its even more nuts. i miss him when hes gone for a short few hours and can't sleep when he leaves me at night. i feel so grateful for him and all that he is to me. he really is everything to me (which is weird considering if you would have asked me a year ago i would have said my family is everything to me, not that they arent so important but its weird, everyone else takes a backseat and the focus switches). the bishop asked me what i thought of jordan and i told him that i thought jordan was way too good for me. he replied that i need to keep that mindset for eternity. i truly do not know how i was so blessed to find jordan. i feel like every night i kneel and thank my heavenly father for jordan, it is just not enough. he's my best friend, my soon to be small family, he is my love, my everything-i just love him to death.
>on the wedding day we are so excited to be married in the mt timpanogos temple. its so beautiful and its a start on our "bucket list". we were able to drive by the temple a few weeks ago thanks to his aunt missy & uncle kurt. we drove by at night and its in a setting similar to vegas. on a hill near the base of a mountain. the temple itself almost looks like it is elevated off the ground. weird i know but as youre right next to it, thats how it seems.

after the temple we will have family pictures & then jordan and i will do pictures and head over to Noah's (which is seriously right down the street) where we will hold a 'ring ceremony' and then EAT some good old barbecue. and party the night away.

then what we are EXTREMELY excited about is where my mom surprised us and got us a room. after looking at it again it is one of the places i looked at to hold my reception. it ended up being to expensive so we went with noahs but the room... AMAZING. it is a room all by itself and it is near park city. its a very beautiful room. in the description it says some stuff that was making jordan and i CRACK up.

needless to say we are very excited for the next few weeks and eternity after.