wishing...

that i could get into better shape-faster.
that the grant money would go through & we would be officially approved.
that i could find a JOB.
that i wouldnt take my bad mood out on my husband.
that companies wouldnt end an increase in premiums with "we thank you for being a valued customer".
that we had a ward that was more "normal" & a LOT younger-without judgement oldies.
that i had a girlfriend that was close that i could vent & hang out with.
that i could find my camera charger.
that i was closer to my mom so i could spend the day with her & just enjoy having a home cooked meal (that wasnt made by myself because we all know its not the same).
that my daddy's back wouldnt ever hurt again.
that my brothers would get more respect for there talents.
that we would have gotten a better calling.
that i wouldnt have such bad dreams that scare the crap out of me.
& that i wasnt such a complainer.

needed to vent.