the petersons.

today i finished fixing my hair... hopefully it turns out good. we will see as soon as i wash it out. if it looks good i am getting ready and going to find a job. it makes me nervous though-what if i want to leave to visit family, plus i have to still get my bridals done & i already have a trip planned to dc to watch bryce. its so exhausting trying to figure things out. i dont like being tied down, which is why i enjoyed doing hair. as long as i didnt have clients-i could take days off. it will be a waste of $260 to get my license here since there is no way i will build a solid clientele before we move to florida or iowa for jordans schooling. its really stressful & i dont think anyone understands where im coming from or what i am thinking. i just hate this. i moved to this place to be with jordan and that was obviously a success. little did i realize how much sacrifice went into this move. it was worth it because now im married but in the same sense i really wish i was at home, working at my old job, being able to see my girlfriends & have someone to talk to, and especially the comfort of knowing my family is just a drive down the road.... not to mention all my favorite restaurants and places to get yummy stuff-oh and target. yeah not having target & chipotle is a sacrifice.